怎麼了

怎麼了?你們了解我了解到哪裡去了?
我是這樣的人嗎?
你們都認識我那麼久了,我會這樣嗎?
你們再怎麼指指點點我,
我無所謂了.
你們都當我是個壞人,
我也隨便了.
clam,當初都對你那麼好,
你失落時我正劝你.
那我失落時,你死命潑我冷水.
現在我能說"你好狠毒"

Job's day

the day that we find job together .
i always think that , even 那人不请我，但也得要请你。
因为，我相信你比较需要。
我倒是无所谓啊。能随便找到一份就好了。

当今天你已经得到了那老板的肯定。
我也满足了。因为，我要找你也很容易。
哈哈。。。心机重叻~(怎么可能！！）
为你高兴噢。虽然有点不舍得。

不舍得的是要和你分开了咯。。。。
那种感觉很不好受噢。
很想很想告诉你那感觉，但。。。。
又不敢。。。
平常敢做的我，怎么现在变成那么“嫩脚”

好像蛮多人猜得出了噢。。。。
猜得出我的举动。
不懂你是否也那么觉得。。。。
但是，不要排坼我啦。

B trips ~

i love the moment that when we r at B .
With LD , n S .
the chance to get closer to u .
wonder will u reject me not ...
See the way u sleep in bus .
Quite cute ..
XD
cos of hair , not dare lay on chair n sleep.
but i clap hand for u that u can avoid ur head lay down on chair for 3 hour+

i hope we can found same place work.
at least we r not lonely.
n we also can wait for H .
Not dare to tell cha i <3 u ...

^^

Kissing ur hand , even that 4 u is meaningless . at least im happy can le .
feels like im wanna protect u . even that he always stick with u. i dun care it .
wat i feel right now , i know can le.

Almost kiss ur lips . today , u lay on table , like a kitten .
i hold ur face , almost lay my lips on urs .
But , i jus wanna fright u up. cos u said its still ur first kiss .

so , i wont be such rude to grab it . let the fate choose the right person for ur first kiss .

hmm ....

really happy that i can see u again.
fish ask bout who have open ur heart room.
then u point on me. at 1st im damn happy. then u point to her also .
i think u maybe scare that im misunderstood or wat . LOL

Hope it can be true

bout the question that she asking u n me for shoot him ,
n i like ur answer ,
kinda happy.
but i knw , this is jus use to shoot him n make him dissapointed.

till now i still smiling infront screen, n hope it'll come tru ^^

New King that can place in my heart now , but ....

hmmm....How to say this feel ..
At 1st, im really dun have feel to u .
but, slowly , slowly , the feels getting in myheart.
i wonder , am i thnk too much ?

Now our 3 person frenship , is good.
but the feeling tat i have to u , quite weirds for me.

Do i like u ? Am i really does ?
Or jus best fren ?
Kinda confuse ...

but , i heard alot rumors bout u.
bout y u wont pak tor anymore.
n if i tell u tat i really have feel to u ,
will u jus spread out loud n make me shame ?

well now , my answer is , even that i like u , i also wont tell cha.
cos , if i tell u , n u reject , i'll worried that our relationship wil not turn back to become best fren anymore.
it'll become the feel strangers ....

Pain

Its real pain for me...
King ..
But im acting happy infront u ...
Dont worry about me.
Im fine..

Heartless Evening

This evening , dunknw y sudden feel so moody .
Maybe i lost something precious.
Maybe i dunknw wat happen on me..
Feel so lonely ..

Y ? I wish to knw the answer.
Who can tell me ?
Suddenly , my mind pop out the answer.

Maybe I really lonely .
I need somebody can care me.
Need somebody hug me .

But i guess ...
nobody will do so to me........

Happy Good Friday

This friday , is the day that Jesus Christ revive .
Will be the nice day.

N today , also is the day that im having exam on kim poot head.
Wakao @@ ...
Wash head step stir up @@ Luan all ==
I most respect de Miss P

She stand beside watch me wash kim poot head.
so damn nervous.
n she said that i have do something mistake on washing head.
oh gosh . tat time my mood almost ARGH like tat .

After finish wash Kim Poot head , i go behind there chit chat with my fren ,
n asking them bout the step ...

Then i go counter ask Miss P , wat is my problem n where the fault it was ...
Then she said , too many bubbles , wash step wrong , massage no power.
then i heard liaw more more sad ...

Miss CY point my number on the board .
Tat time my feel was OH MY GOD !!!
I shout half loud , " IS THAT TRUE ? IS THAT NO.15 ?! AM I BLIND ?"
Miss P look me in the funny way n pretend that ask Miss CY take down the number XD

Im happy like monkey jump in the saloon ,
damn happy . n Miss P told me" u need to work hard n gambateh "
then i promise my self n miss P tat i will XD

damn happy .

After that , when almost 5pm,
got 1 malay customer wanna wash head.
Ngam hou i washing Yumiko head ==
half energy spend on Yumiko ,

I have to wash that customer head .
cos is my turn to serving customer .

Time to be nervous.....
That customer need violent massage , then i have to try it hard .
Maybe cos of 1st customer, make me so noob ==
Hair dryer blow all her hair almost get mad .

Then she jus laught at there .
Maybe cos im too cute . buakakkakakakaka ~

Finish washed , my senior go ask her how was my skill ?
she said " not bad , jus feels like she wash playing with bubbles"
so swtness ==

Mr HF jus like very unhappy with me .
cos my number was on the board.
then i go to the stair case there chit chat with my fren n share with my wash head pr0blem.
He beh song n said " u have 3 fault still can up number on board ah ? "
then i ma beh song shoot him back that " 3 wrong only , better than ur basic hair picking also have problem la "

He have no idea n no reply with my words . Jus sad at all.

I hope that all of my fren don get envy of my number on the board.
This is wat we shud learn.
cos not all the babies that already borned will walk with their 2 legs .
the only things that can do is work harder lo >.<

Forgive ^^

Im forgive u . ^^
maybe is true tat im make u remind her .
maybe is true tat u not comfortable when got some1 appear beside u n make u such happy.
also maybe tat , we r too fast ^^

But i really forgive u.
n i wan to say sry to u cos im talk about ur bad .
n also wanna say sry tat i make u remind some bad passed story.

Now u no nid worry about me . ^^
this small pain ,isnt matter for me ^^>
at least u will happy n comfortable to urself ^^

I wan we can be nice .
I wan we can still same like b4 , chit chat happily.
Tats all we need it now ^^

Totally Pain

After break up with mr T.
after 1 week , there comes a new instruder ,
mouth sweet , tot romantic.
i tot i already find the sincere love.
who know after 4 days , he ask for break.

Said i let him remind that his ex.
i only knw this is cheat.
but i pretend that im believe.
so tat u will think that im too fool ...

Y ? Come also u , Leave also u.
does it fun to treat me so ?
or too bored ?

My Lovely Mommy

当我小时候，我跟妈咪的回忆不多。
不知为什么渐渐成长的我，发觉到我妈咪很疼我。
原本对家是没有感情的。
多数都是个做个的事，从不理会也不关心别人。

自己生病受伤，都是自己找药物解决。
自己在外面遇到不好的事情，也是单靠自己解决。
从不靠父母的我，渐渐的依赖他们。。

很好笑的下。。。
突然感到很软弱。。。

妈咪的爱果然很威大。
是个心很好的人。。。

憔悴的一天。。。

好累好累好累。。。。
你到底有没有真心？
我到底是什么？
我的感受没有人知。
我想跟人说说心事，但是不想某人鸡婆。
自己的事没有管好就要管别人的事。
某X人，你很另我讨厌。
你那么吃饱管我家事后又到处去乱传，这个叫朋友关心吗？
我暗底说了谜语来讽刺你还不知道噢？
太天真的鸡婆了。
我知道你有钱，但是，有钱的也是你爸妈。
知道你好学，知道你要地位和面子。
你也用不着踩踏着我吧？！！！！！！！！
你讲到好像我很不理你。
对，我却是不怎么想理你。
跟你说几下的话，你去忙你的，我正在等，结果你回来是说我不理你。
你太过高贵了，高到我不怎么想理你。
怕破坏你的Standard .
Yea , standard is important for u . But u dunknw wat is SINCERE !
Usually im not believe别人常说书读越高的人，IQ是很高。
但是EQ SO KNS SO LAME .
But now , i realize they say quite true.
Now i wan classify u as High Standard Low EQ Person.
Keep spread n telling other ppl bout my news !
U will be happier !

Flood Tuesday

haiz ...
Sibu wan food till when ah ?
Malaysia Goverment have do anything for citizen ?
Y citizen must suffer those horrible flood , road broke n so on ?
Citizen work hard liaw n giving tax for goverment.
Then how was the goverment use the tax ?
Spend for their own ?
Spend on eat n house ?
Sewer never repair n build , when flood , govermend build road n make road look higher .
But they never think that the citizen who stay at the lower place will get more serious flood problem.
After build , problem still come n same , they say Rajangh river need to dig.
Dig for wat ? Rajang river so big , how u wan to dig ? Ask citizen go dive n dig ?
Y they never put the problem on sewer ?
Many citizen house dun have sewer , roadside also dun have sewer .
When raining , the water dun have any where to flow out , so tats y flood !
Suffer suffer suffer ..

Sunny Wednesday

wahsei...
already rain almost 1 week.
today finally saw the sun come out from cloud.
so well , this morning , i plan to go buy some baking ingredient.
then i go to shop ask for mom the money to buy the ingredient .
reach shop liaw , the indon worker saw my hand n leg full of the bite n wounds.
n he tell my mom that i having the aedis. o.0 my god .. scary.
at 1st i think is biten by mosquito.
then my mom bring me to see the doctor.
doctor ask me " do u ever go out play ? "
i think the question so weirds , then i said no for him.

then the doctor said . '' u r biten by flea. this kind flea only will be saw n get at the sea shore."
then i think isnot logic. becos i nvr go to sea at all ==
then another suspect is pet.
flea of pet. like cat , doggies.

oh good , my pet do such things for me. bravo.
get the medicine then go buy the ingredients.
haiz .. sian , baker item shop full of customer.
so many aunty aunty push here n there.
so sick of it.

sian la ... type a words , hand itchy leg itchy.
feels like wanna take knife cut off the wounds !!!!

Super Tuesday

今天,我突然覺得我很強的下.
家里租豬头哥不想做的事,全部推到我身上.
哎...只好做咯咯.不然而,又被駡到臭头.
為了新年,我只好sacrifice my precious time.
打扫我做到完。
洗地板也是我做到完。

家里的臭男人，座在家里等着发臭吧！
发霉吧！

明天还要做蛋糕，还要帮家人电头染头。
哎。。。真希望有专属的电脑。